Being the youngest of the family I was always expecting to be loved, to be cared and to be the apple of the eye among the member. I was the BABY, I thought....It was before. When I was still little, I never remembered that they shout at me, scolded me or even tease me.
It was until my older sister made the "biggest mistake", as they say. She was awarded with a baby on the day of her debut.........without a father. everybody gets bitter and I thought everything gets worst. We thought, she ruins everything! I burst in anger. I hated her for doing so! She broke her promise, that she would work and sends me into school, which I realize then that I was been selfish. Having her baby affects me, really! I mean it affects how my grandparents treated me.
I'm always grounded, they wouldn't let me leave the house especially at night. I cannot anymore feel the love and care. I almost get jealous but I love the new apple of the eye. I love the new baby of the family though sometimes the fact hurts me that the trust will never gets back completely. I, we, everybody are still blessed for having a NEW ANGEL and inspiration in the FAMILY.
And I'm thankful that this new angel gives us a new light, light that in some way tells us that there's a hope in everything, no matter how bad or good it arrives in our lives.
